So, there's not all that much happening in my life right now. My husband's job is a little up in the air...but isn't everyones? He's a mailman and they are really trying to cut back the hours for these guys to help cover the deficit. We moved to Tennessee about a year and a half ago. All of my family is here. I grew up here. I spent years living in Illinois, wanting to be back in Tennessee. Now that I am here, I am wanting to be somewhere else??? I have come to the conclusion in the last couple of days that no matter where I am at, I will be missing someone significant in my life.
I am trying to reach the place where I am happy just being where I am at. Happy being a wife to an amazing husband. Happy being a mother to four beautiful children. Happy just having the Lord's presence in my life. I am REALLY trying to get there...just not quite there yet.
I really need women in my life. I really love to be in relationships with people and I love feeling valued in someone's life...I haven't reached that yet in my new residence. I hope it comes soon. I miss girlfriends...I miss Illinois and its pretty evident to me now...I'm not going anywhere.
Even when I feel so lonely...I DO know that I don't walk alone!!!
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I want you to know that you are valued in my life more than you will ever know. Not a single day goes by that I don't miss you. I want you to be happy in your life even if it is far form me and your life here in Illinois. Embrace where you are. You didn't have the friends you had here until you put yourself out there! It will come!! Although I know you will never find another me!!! HAHA!!
I love you more than you know!!
what a beautiful family... hang in there.
Change is hard, picking up and moving back home took incredible courage. You never leave friends behind, you carry them in your heart forever. And you have room for new friends, new life experiences are awaiting you. I thank God that I am getting to know you. Love ya.
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